Through rose colored lies 
Calling you names from my social island 
Why can't 
I be happy again? 
It's the way things are and 
I can't change them 
It's the way 
There is no cure! 
A lust we can't control 
It's a rather sick position dont'cha think? 
In a talk that 
I had with a man who was mad... 
It was here, it was there 
Couldn't find it anywhere 
It was up, it was down 
Squares rolling round and round 
It was crowded, it was lonely 
A show written only for me 
Had this sick and happy feeling 
I was home again 
It was old, it was new 
Too many and too few 
It was numbing, it was high 
And I was laughing the whole time 
It was cold, it was warm 
It was clear but 
I saw the storm 
Had a clear, distorted feeling 
I'd be back again 
Call me what you will 
Satisfy yourself 
Justify your position 
Money It's a problem 
It's so much more 
I can suppress this hole if 
I try It's the way 
There is no cure 
It's a lust we can't control 
It's a rather sick position dont'cha think? 
In a nightmare that 
I had, with a sick, demented man... 
Had no fear and no love 
No faith in 
God above 
It was truth, it was lies 
The searing, burning kind 
It was random, it was fate 
Too soon and too late 
Had this wild mixed up feeling 
I was back again 
It was death, it was life 
A victim's last rights 
It was playful, it was hurtful 
And I loved it the whole time 
It was there in my head 
A lusting for the dead 
Had this sick and happy feeling 
I was home again 
This is the slow part 
Where the man always finds his way 
A sad reflection, a resolution 
So safe where you are, listening in your own surroundings 
Where are you now, do you have me on while your driving? 
Maybe your at home, perhaps in position compromising? 
Then there's the five bastards 
Playing this song right now 
Cashing in on my plight 
And who the fuck are they? 
Do hey have the nightmares you and 
I do? All right, it's okay, let them whore me, they'll get their due 
And how 'bout you? 
You bought this song now just listen 
No matter what you think of me 
I'm the soul who'll be behind you one day 
Tearing your life into little pieces 
Hey I'm jealous of you 
I can say that now but there's so much more to tell 
I have the resolution, the quick solution to your problem 
It's a rather sick position dont'cha think? 
And the love that 
I have with this crazy, sick, old friend 
It was dark, it was bright 
A cold and stormy night 
It was real, it wasn't there 
I couldn't help but stare 
It had started, it was over 
Looking over shoulders 
Had intense and lonely feelings 
I was home again 
It was here, it was there 
Couldn't find it anywhere 
It was up, it was down 
Squares rolling round and round 
It was crowded, it was lonely 
A play written only for me 
Had this sick and happy feeling 
I was home again