I break the bones to pieces in my hands my clenching fingers, 
Were you the same all along did I just get bored 
Why did I push you away 
I still sit plagues with questions, your actions, your intentions, 
Why couldn't you just talk to me 
Was it that I just couldn't smile anymore 
Tired of keeping it inside so I failed at you 
And now I pass out every night i associate the worst things 
With your face and I know you're at a loss from what 
You threw away I just wish that you had left my innocence. 
Even now I still wonder how you are truly concerned 
That you're well even though you put me through this 
Because I see that it's better off this way 
When I think that it is right and I know that I'm ok.