Still You Doubted Me (Explicit) - Haystak I was born a bastard my momma was a baby And she didnt have the skills it Would ever take to raise me Pops jumped ship and left us doin bad I pretty much blamed him for everything i never had Far back as i remember i was always mad Constantly in trouble i was always bad Used to whip my a** for stealin and skippin class Just basicly f**kin up they said i Was nothin but a f**k-up Your f**kin nuts just wait and see I cant wait to make em eat that Sh*t they talked about me Im make granny proud of me Be someone that i can be Proud to be They aint fittin to make no a** outta me How did we overcome such obsticals and set backs They told me i was average But i just couldn't accept that Let that be the words carved in my headstone P S you hatin motherf**kers were dead wrong Told you muthaf**ka day one I was gone do it I was gone do it Still you doubted me Still you doubted me Told you muthaf**ka day one I was gone do it I was gone do it Still you doubted me Still you doubted me Day turned to night i paid the cost for the fame I was drawn to the game like a moth to a flame Guess you could say i had a troublesome past Remeber talkin to my muthaf**kin momma threw glass The look in her i eye boy im so sick Of your a** your never gone change Your just like your dad DAMN The look in her face told me i was a mistake She wish she had never made Goes from back in the day It came from the grave with a Message i she didnt wanna hear Remember that trip to hell here your lil souvenir Dont drink no belvedere i blow that killa smoke I hit that volume button then let them gurillas go You didnt know a seed would grow threw the concrete Make a million dollars mearly speakin over drum beats Yes ya did been tellin you since i was a kid N you responded get on with that b******t Told you muthaf**ka day one I was gone do it I was gone do it Still you doubted me Still you doubted me Told you muthaf**ka day one I was gone do it I was gone do it Still you doubted me Still you doubted me I rolled my eyes as if to say f**k all ya'll All i ever had was my muthaf**kin papa My grandma fed me catfish n coleslaw I hit the w**d then pass it to my road dogs I grip the steerin wheel i mash the gas pedal B**ch ima be here when the muthaf**kin dust settles Prolly been better off if i had just let go Wonder where id be in life if i had just said no But life to short for me to ponder Questions i never answer But why am i still smokin after all i lost from cancer At this point in live all my worries are finacial And any losses that i have to take will be substantial Im not stoppin cuz its not an option Get it straight im not sweepin n not moppin A muthaf**kin thing you get that boss And all that real job talk just piss Stack off n say Told you muthaf**ka day one I was gone do it I was gone do it Still you doubted me Still you doubted me Told you muthaf**ka day one I was gone do it I was gone do it Still you doubted me Still you doubted me