Jessie Baylin - Joy Is Suspicious . Now that love's on paper, expensive phone calls, remorse Kill for what you're losing, take out your sweet heart Dress feels so heavy, don't even know if I can bear it Standing in our moment and we can't even share it . Cause joy is suspicious Dear child of divorce I wait for your blood to admit our new course I guess I'm yours . You used to hate LA, but said you loved how I made it So you would stay for weeks till our lives had braided We used to drive the canyons, getting lost just for fun I should have known that your ink could never dry in my sun . Cause joy is suspicious Dear child of divorce I wait for your blood to admit our new course Joy is suspicious Dear child of divorce I wait for your blood to admit our new course I guess I'm yours . Joy is suspicious Dear child of divorce I wait for your blood to admit our new course Joy is suspicious To the heart of my love I wait for your blood to admit our new course I guess you're mine .