[00:00.02]I sat in the swamp with a little pink piggy
[00:04.32]Who loved roller-skating and playing pretend
[00:08.70]The boy that she loved was a real snackmaster
[00:12.85]The world was a beach ball and we were all friends
[00:17.04]Then he died alone and the last time I saw her
[00:21.15]It looked like the reaper had rapped on her door
[00:24.87]She said "Do you remember singing ice
[00:28.23]ice baby with me laying down on the reef bathroom floor?"
[00:32.87]How could I ever forget?
[00:39.14]I could never forget
[00:42.97]I will never forget
[00:47.85]How could I ever forget?
[00:54.26]I could never forget
[00:58.09]I will never forget
[01:03.58]Jimmy and johnny just stare at each other
[01:06.88]While their mother hangs in the holiday inn
[01:10.64]Your funeral on your son's seventh birthday
[01:14.40]is the worst thing you could ever give him
[01:17.88]I bet he'd like flowers, balloons, and a card
[01:21.55]"unconditionally yours, all my love, from your mom"
[01:25.77]Much more than wearing that little black suit
[01:28.81]And saying goodbye forever to you
[02:04.94]I haven't forgotten the times that I teased you
[02:08.38]When everyone else pointed at you and laughed
[02:12.56]Permanent damage was not my intention
[02:16.21]But I could not foresee the aftermath of my actions
[02:25.33]I was so small
[02:29.02]wanted to grow in the eyes of my enemies
[02:35.59]For a while I felt tall
[02:40.03]But they knocked me back down
[02:42.33]Now I'm here on my knees
[02:44.40]Looking at my face in a bed of pine needles
[02:47.99]And wondering if anyone stills knows my name
[02:51.93]I turned full circle and another half circle
[02:55.22]And tried to go back the same way that I came
[02:59.33]"Look alive dawson, your heels are dragging
[03:03.07]I never knew anyone could move so slow
[03:06.65]You may be a hotshot now,
[03:08.79]But you are still a cow a big fat F
[03:11.84]Why don't you just go home?"
[03:14.08]I guess that that means I did not make the team
[03:17.31]I'll just lay on the ground and look up at the trees
[03:21.54]The old bedford oak
[03:23.19]The tall evergreens
[03:25.10]This is not a joke
[03:26.78]This is not a dream
[03:28.74]Not sleeping
[03:29.65]Just resting in pieces
[03:31.58]That I wish were peaches I saw your dad later that day
[03:36.49]Maybe he shot himself
[03:38.39]Could've been someone else asked me to tell you what he had to say
[03:43.83]"You don't have to end up with people who self destruct
[03:47.86]Go find a lover who will never leave
[03:51.70]Fear of abandonment, self hate, and discontent
[03:55.76]will go away when you let yourself grieve
[03:59.52]And forget about me
[04:01.69]Forget about me
[04:04.01]Forget about me"
[04:06.36]How could I ever forget?
[04:12.48]I could never forget
[04:16.21]I will never forget
[04:21.16]How could I ever forget?
[04:27.28]I could never forget
[04:31.06]I will never forget
[04:36.17]How could I ever forget?
[04:42.19]I could never forget
[04:45.92]I will never forget
[04:51.07]How could I ever forget?
[04:57.38]I could never forget
[05:01.17]I will never forget
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