i'm having trouble seeing through the haze I try and 
clear the fog away from my memory of those days I fought so hard
to make it through the rain it sickens me to look at you
all i see is pain i can't dare hold my stare i look at you
and all i remember how easy i lose how quick comes failure
i cry open up the sky now i look and don't know what to say
i look above with questions of long forgotten days
i cant forget past pain i felt the sun will shine and all of the
ice will melt never again not this time never bring me down
with your hateful selfish lies i rip the blackness from the sky
and pray for light to fill my eyes