what i can remember
is alot like water
trickling down a page
of the most beautiful colors
i can't quite put my
finger down on the moment
that i became like ... this

you see, i'm the
bravest girl
you will ever come to meet
and yet i shrink
down to nothing
at the thought of someone
really seeing me
i think my heart
is wrapped around
and tangled up
in winding weeds

but i don't wanna
go on living
being so afraid of showing
someone else my..
imperfections
even though my feet
are trembling
and every word i say
comes stumbling
i will bare it all..
watch me unfold, unfold

these hands that i hold

behind my back are
bound and broken
by my own doing
and i can't feel
anything, anymore
i need a touch to remind me
i'm still real..

my soul
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i can't live
the rest of my life
so guarded
it's up to me to choose..
what kind of life i lead.

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