this morningyou got up early
I was still sleeping
I was exhausted
I was having dreamsthat had blood in themthat had weapons in themwet dreamswet dreams
I woke up cryingyou were gonelast night you kissed me
I pushed you awaymy push made you wanttokiss me again - no
I pushed you awayyou kissed me and kissedmeget off meget off melast night 
I got updidn't wash
I was wet with acridsweatsweat that doesn'tsmell like sexsmells like anger and fearsmells like anger and fearmy dear!smells like anger and fearmy dear!