[00:09.65]I was young, I'd seen it all [00:13.21]A cemetery in the middle of a super mall [00:16.91]I went to school, I never learned [00:20.62]How it feels, how everything you love can burn [00:24.92]And it never stops, it's all I got [00:28.74]And I never know when to turn [00:32.41]Like a merry-go-round, it all comes around again [00:36.91] [00:37.32]And I don't know why I'm here [00:41.50]I don't know where I'll go [00:44.65]If I don't give it time, how can this garden grow? [00:51.92]I don't know what I've lost and I don't know where to get it back [00:58.79]But I'm holdin' on [01:02.42]Yes, I'm holdin' on for as long as I can [01:08.12] [01:15.11]I moved away, I left the band [01:18.72]I saw it coming, it was written on the back of my hand [01:22.22]And every day, I could feel something missing [01:26.88]I went home to get a record deal [01:30.46]And my mother said, "You're theirs to your dead, [01:34.57]To them, it's just another meal." [01:37.71]Now I'm fat with regret, I'm placing my bet on me [01:42.30] [01:42.73]I don't know why I'm here [01:46.50]I don't know where I'll go [01:50.11]If I don't give it time, how can this garden grow? [01:57.41]I don't know what I've lost and I don't know where to get it back [02:04.30]But I'm holdin' on [02:07.93]Yes I'm holdin' on for as long as I can [02:13.25] [02:13.93]It's not over yet, no, it's not even close [02:18.54]My heart is younger, stronger than 100 cowards in a row [02:25.92]And all my curiosity will keep me asking, "What went wrong?" [02:33.36]When it's all done, when it's gone, [02:35.80]No, it won't be long 'til I'm traveling back in time [02:41.91]To a place when I was mine [02:59.23]I don't know why I'm here [03:02.86]I don't know where I'll go [03:06.49]If I don't give it time, how can this garden grow? [03:13.74]I don't know what I've lost and I don't know where to get it back [03:20.65]But I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on [03:31.72]I'm holdin' on for as long as I can