Sometimes I feel like an unfinished doll no eyes, no hair, no arms to cross sometimes I feel like the Alphabet of Misery A is for Apple that will poison and choke me But when you draw me there’s a hole where my heart should be and I could take my crayons and color it red and decorate the monster underneath my bed with flowers and pearls and pretty things but that’s not me, you know me that’s not me I’m the girl that lived in the purple house tried to sneak in and out quiet as a mouse sometimes the monsters would sneak out into the driveway people saw me, and all they saw was strange But when you draw me there’s a hole where my heart should be and I could take my crayons and color it red and decorate the monster underneath my bed with flowers and pearls and pretty things but that’s not me, you know me and that’s not me I always feel like the doubtful guest people whispering wishing I would leave underneath their breath But when you draw me there’s a hole where my heart should be and I could take my crayons and color it red and decorate the monster underneath my bed And when you draw me there’s a hole where my heart should be and I could take my crayons and color it red and decorate the monster underneath my bed with flowers and pearl and pretty things but that’s not me, you know me and that’s not me