I don't know, how much i can take. You don't reciprocate. Is your love real or is it fake? I've been wanting a break. I feel like i have to stay. Even though you say you love me. I want to push you away. Why is my love always getting thrown away? Why can't i find someone who will love me the same way? I'm tired of feeling this way. Why am i still dealing with this pain? You never reciprocate. Everything about you feels so fake. Please just go away. I don't want to disintegrate.