The faster I find the bottom The sooner I turn it around It seems as though I’ve forgotten just how far down I can go in an instant And I can take you there I can take all my friends and family and I won’t care‘cause I have the most reckless heart when I tryand I have the most beautiful darkside I need to find some meaning Something true to believe in‘cause left to my own devicesthe beautiful darkside winsthe beautiful darkside winsalways one for a good timealways one for extremesuntil the fabric of life starts tearing at the seamsand I can never rememberwhen it started to turn I just simply forget all of the things I’ve learned Someday I will die Could be today or tonight The truth Is I’m terrified That I have wasted time Have I just wasted time?‘cause I have the most reckless heart when I tryand I have the most beautiful darkside I need to find some meaning Something true to believe in I’m terrified of seeing The beautiful darkside win The beautiful darkside win