作曲 : Brian D'Addario/Michael D'Addario How was I so blind to think he was father? Something in my mind I knew was different from others Can I ever recover? Somebody somewhere deserted me Left to a world that perverted me I’m something special my mother would say If she didn’t blame me for her dreams gone astray If I wasn’t born wrong Oh, I hear that music once again Close, it holds me tight just like a friend Scars inside my soul begin to mend Maybe at last the pain will end When I close my eyes I feel it start Love comes from on high and fills my heart When I try to open them to share The secrets I unlocked up there Take away the light and give me the darkness What was in my mind? I knew they, knew they would hate me I just confuse and frustrate the Stupid, close-minded, the scum of the earth The children who made me so sick and perverse I’ve made up my mind now to blow them away I’ll clean up all the filth, I will make them all pay There is no life now for Shane!