Distortion Colorblind Reaching to the back of mind Terrified Shifting in and out of time Fear overcoming my senses Waiting is agony Point of intensity increasing Dreaming forbidden anxiety Screaming distortion Pressure builds suffocate Smothered by a feeling unable to control it Magnify amplify Smaller than a needle's eye Pressure builds distortion Sickened mind mirage or reality Gonna break I'm gonna break Open mind door closing fast on me Gonna break well I'm gonna break Distortion Blackness so cold Unending descending transcending my soul Distortion Blackness so cold Density crushing me Weight of the world's distortion Crazed stage ill faze Weight of the world's pain Bow down bow down bow down to Distortion Punching through the other side Paralyzed kneeling unable to control it Petrified nullified Bigger than all space and time Pressure builds distortion The pressure's getting to me And I can't do much about it you know Sometimes I just sit around the house And I say to myself Looking at these four walls And I say what the f**k am I alive for huh What am I alive for