One day, I want to fly far. I want to go to a land full of happiness where my past disintegrates in. Gold comes from my scars, and my life no longer starves my heart. I'd feel like a champion. One day, my interferes of discouragement no longer destroys me. And my ambition tells me to keep on living. When I finally show emotions upon my lifeless appearance will flee, my insecurities fades away, and my heart becomes forgiving. I no longer want to fantasize, cause I'm tired of being reliant on people while you've been tired of my cries. I no longer want to feel numb to pain, and when people ask why I'm depressed there's just some things I can't explain- You've got your life together for the most part, you're blessed- When words like that hurt you, there begins the ache in your chest.