作曲 : 无 作词 : Jacob炒煜饭 REVIVAL MUSIC Prod by Ms明 You said I should produce some delighting song you think I don’t want it 你说我应该做一些欢悦的音乐你以为我不想吗 Share your secret to your family you think I don’t want it 多和家人倾诉你以为我不想吗 show a frankly sign stop asking why you think I don’t want it 做人直率点 少去质疑 你以为我不想吗 Give a smile true for lies or keep my sorrow style I never really prove it 给生活一个真诚的假笑 还是坚持压抑的调调我真的不知道 I built my own happiness on other people’s smile but I get it know people will never be consent I’m gentle but I’m not contain 人初觉得吾之乐鉴于人之乐 今知矣 人永无厌如此 我温顺待人而非宽宏无际 What you guys can do 你们还能干些什么 hide behind the scream pretending to be a holy queen typing sweet wind like living in the Hollyween 躲在屏幕后 扮演着圣母 感叹着人间疾苦 像是活在万圣节的好莱坞 this is dark world would you really think you can win 这个世界也不见得多光明 你以为你有多善良 If this is a fair land then why those people still bend their knees in front of the beauty and giant di*k 如果这是个大同社会那怎么还有那么多人跪倒在美人和大迪奥之下? you gon’ save it 省省吧! money and mystic that’s what all you guys here eagerly needed 吸引人的只有钱和神秘 Yeah I thought I could change something with rapping something 嘿??我以为说唱能带来一些改变 but comprehension ability of your all………is very thin [黑人??? you think I rap to show you how cool I am? You gotta be kidding? 我rap就是为了表现自己很牛*?雷有某搞错? I just want you to give some **** about what I am saying 说唱为的就是表达啊兄dei你得学会去看歌词 stop pitying yourself you just got no conscience to stay 别可怜自己了 看到我的词你其实是没法面对良心了 You said I should produce some delighting song you think I don’t want it 你说我应该做一些欢悦的音乐你以为我不想吗 Share your secret to your family you think I don’t want it 多和家人倾诉你以为我不想吗 show a frankly sign stop asking why you think I don’t want it 做人直率点 少去质疑 你以为我不想吗 Give a smile true for lies or keep my sorrow style I never really prove it 给生活一个真诚的假笑 还是坚持压抑的调调我真的不知道 am I writing lyrics? No 引用NF的话说 我写的不是歌词 This is my name my name here Jacob 我写的是自己 oh you wanna hear bible ok that’s fine that’s cool look for the old preachers at the backstreet 哦?你想听圣经?好啊行吧没事啊找街后的那群牧师啊 cause they are feeling empty 他们空虚着呢 have faith his old bone gon’ take you to the jesus 相信我吧他们还有足够的精力带你去见耶稣(不可言喻) what you ve done what I ve been through you ll never tryna understand but you ll stand on it review that pain 你的所做所为我经历了什么你现在不会明白 但当你某天处于我的角度时 痛楚会在你身上重现 then you ll eventually discover how strong I was 你会发现当我站在你面前告诉你你不应以此为耻时 standing in front of you telling you you should not be ashamed 我得多么顽强 this is not a game or win 这不是游戏也没有输赢 this is my name this is what I paid and gained yeah 这就是我 这便是我所失我所得