[00:00.000] [00:16.052]I'm an opportunist [00:17.793]I blow my smoke up in the air [00:19.896]Float like I'm hot ballooning [00:22.100]See my reflection in the mirror [00:23.941]And I'm just talking to it [00:26.190]Sometimes I wanna disappear [00:28.347]Sometimes I wanna lose it [00:30.498]Most nights, can't lie with you in bed [00:32.396]I can't breathe, I can't find the air [00:35.812]Feel like a waste just lying here [00:39.898]I always was the type to hide the tears [00:43.996]Sad everyday but haven't cried in years [00:48.300]I guess I'm just bored with my life [00:50.449]I'm so anxious and nauseous [00:52.457]All I see is nonsense [00:54.489]I can't get no higher, and I'm only at beyond's end [00:58.615]I think I'm nocturnal, only come out when the sun sets [01:02.827]Smoke a bunch of compress [01:04.689]Write a song to dump stress [01:06.336]I can't breathe, I can't find the air [01:09.397]Feel like a waste just lying here [01:13.639]I always was the type to hide the tears [01:17.741]Sad everyday but I've been driving ears [01:22.062]I guess I'm just bored with my life [01:24.351]Everybody leave me in the dark [01:27.073]B1tch, I guarantee you won't be with me when it's hard [01:31.211]Lookin' at the screen, I need to look up at the stars [01:35.458]Won't look at my dreams, they only seem to open scars [01:39.728]You say you love me, I only see when we apart [01:43.757]Can we find some agreement [01:45.508]Cause I need you when you're needed [01:48.279]All those warning signs, I never saw it, never see it [01:52.458]I just wanna love you, do I even need a reason? [01:56.632]"I don't want me here if you hate me" [01:59.524]Then why even here though, baby? [02:02.837]Crazy to want me [02:04.533]No one here though, save me [02:07.172]Feels so wrong, try to feel my lungs [02:12.610]I can't breathe, I can't find the air [02:16.754]Feel like a waste just lying here [02:20.968]I always was the type to hide the tears [02:25.104]Sad everyday but haven't cried in years [02:29.486]I can't breathe, I can't find the air [02:33.544]Feel like a waste just lying here [02:37.892]I always was the type to hide the tears [02:41.944]Sad everyday but haven't cried in years [02:46.257]I guess I'm just bored with my life