I'm an opportunist
I blow my smoke up in the air
Float like I'm hot ballooning
See my reflection in the mirror
And I'm just talking to it
Sometimes I wanna disappear
Sometimes I wanna lose it
Most nights, can't lie with you in bed
I can't breathe, I can't find the air
Feel like a waste just lying here
I always was the type to hide the tears
Sad everyday but haven't cried in years
I guess I'm just bored with my life
I'm so anxious and nauseous
All I see is nonsense
I can't get no higher, and I'm only at beyond's end
I think I'm nocturnal, only come out when the sun sets
Smoke a bunch of compress
Write a song to dump stress
I can't breathe, I can't find the air
Feel like a waste just lying here
I always was the type to hide the tears
Sad everyday but I've been driving ears
I guess I'm just bored with my life
Everybody leave me in the dark
B1tch, I guarantee you won't be with me when it's hard
Lookin' at the screen, I need to look up at the stars
Won't look at my dreams, they only seem to open scars
You say you love me, I only see when we apart
Can we find some agreement
Cause I need you when you're needed
All those warning signs, I never saw it, never see it
I just wanna love you, do I even need a reason?
"I don't want me here if you hate me"
Then why even here though, baby?
Crazy to want me
No one here though, save me
Feels so wrong, try to feel my lungs
I can't breathe, I can't find the air
Feel like a waste just lying here
I always was the type to hide the tears
Sad everyday but haven't cried in years
I can't breathe, I can't find the air
Feel like a waste just lying here
I always was the type to hide the tears
Sad everyday but haven't cried in years
I guess I'm just bored with my life