I build static
I go crazy
Can't put it out if it doesn't sound amazing
And life's too fast baby hold me till it's over
Tell me that you love me maybe once when you're sober
Don't wanna die as a memory
I can't leave without my legacy
Leave love letters lying on my tombstone
Death is only physical I'd like to have a new home
Anxiety make my body go numb now
I sleep early withdraw on the comedown
When I was younger it left me in hunger
But now I'm older
Desire to be under
Anxiety make my body go numb now
I sleep early withdraw on the comedown
When I was younger it left me in hunger
But now I'm older
Desire to be under
You don't even care like you used to
You ain't ever there like you used to be
Hard like the usual
You just give me stares like you're used to me
Anxious probably up late
Tryna hide my face
Tryna bring it back
I was thinking that
Life is, always moving so fast
Before you knew it had passed
Doing better still bad
I guess I'm just scared it won't come true so I don't think it
I swear it's so lonely when it's snowing in New England
Thought you called me it was just a dream, was just a figment
Of back when you would hold me
Like only thing you need is me
Is me, is me, hate me, you hate me so bad
Its over, hard to stay sober
As I get older just grow colder
**** make it okay so i stay stoned
Just like a boulder
Anxiety make my body go numb now
I sleep early withdraw on the comedown
When I was younger it left me in hunger
But now I'm older
Desire to be under