I am in pain 
I am... the cursed one 
Life is not what it was meant to be 
What I didn't ask for has now turned my way 
Somewhere in a garden it all turned wrong 
Things I once believed in have now turned evil 
Yet I pray, "Deliver me from evil" 
But another spell pulled me away 
Will suicide break the ring of curse 
Tomorrow I'll be gone, so don't look for me 
I am lying on my death-bed, with chaos in my mind 
My life took more than it gave 
Betrayed and deceived 
I will now pass away 
And with the gun in my hand, my questions 
Are soon to be answered 
Will suicide break the ring of cure... 
Satan and god, the thought passes my mind 
Heaven and hell, it's not up to me 
If the Christians that 
I've seen 
Represent the true 
God of heaven 
Then it's not a place that 
I want to be 
But if I'm blinded, please open my eyes 
And help my now... 
Will suicide break the ring of cure 
Tomorrow I'll be gone, then you'll be all alone