[00:04.66]I can remember the door closing.
[00:06.95]That very first feeling of being alone.
[00:09.50]Of not understanding where you'd gone.
[00:11.48]Or if you would be back tonight.
[00:13.64]Or in the morning or ever. I can remember you going.
[00:17.82]But the rest is a blur.
[00:20.41]I remember trying to stay awake as the light faded.
[00:22.87]The darkness closing in and not being able to reach a light switch.
[00:27.22]You had left me one.
[00:28.63]A single bulb. In the bathroom.
[00:30.78]With it's hard floors that caught on my feet.
[00:33.48]I remember the light.
[00:35.41]I remember sitting on the bathroom floor to wait.
[00:37.58]But the rest is a blur. I remember trying to sleep.
[00:41.30]Giving in to the darkness and allowing the shadows to grow on my eyes.
[00:45.19]But it didn't come.
[00:46.55]I was tired but afraid. Afraid of the movement in the windows.
[00:50.98]The coloured blurs through the glass.
[00:53.17]So I paced. I remembered pacing.
[00:56.19]The sound of my feet on the carpet.
[00:58.51]But the rest is a blur.
[01:00.60]I studied the floor until I found it.
[01:02.94]Some piece of paper. A piece of paper that smelled of you.
[01:07.43]But I couldn't read it, and before I could regret I destroyed it.
[01:12.06]Torn into a million pieces with my teeth.
[01:14.63]But the rest is a blur.
[01:17.04]I remember finding places.
[01:18.42]Places you had hidden from me.
[01:20.57]Behind things, unopened cupboards and under cabinets.
[01:23.89]I walked them. I made them my own.
[01:29.29]And then I left shit in the corner.
[01:31.45]But the rest is a blur.
[01:35.13]And I remember it was then that it happened.It was then that there was a touch and a crash.
[01:36.90]And I hid from the noise.
[01:41.75]The aroma that burned my nose.
[01:44.10]But after time. After it had settled and you still weren't here, I ventured out.
[01:49.06]I became brave.
[01:51.34]And holding my breath I began to touch the damp carpet with my tongue.
[01:55.34]I began to fill my stomach with the alien fumes. And that's what I remember.
[02:00.20]I remember the world beginning to sway and the rest begin to blur.