[00:26.74]Yeah, I shed tears if I'm alone
[00:30.32]Even if I'm sitting in the car on my own
[00:33.71]Every time I start to think about things going wrong
[00:36.87]You might think the life is great
[00:38.78]When you see a ***** driving BMW i8's
[00:42.23]McLaren, Lambo like every other day
[00:44.57]That s**t don't mean a thing
[00:46.22]These things still get inside my head
[00:49.86]I still wish that I was dead, I swear
[00:53.05]Damn, they say I'm flexing, I don't got it
[00:56.22]Other ****** be whipping s**t that I ain't scared to say that it's rented
[00:59.21]Couple DM's from a couple of fans asking me "how did you get it?"
[01:02.39]2K a day ***** but it don't make a difference
[01:05.79]Yeah, cause I still have these thoughts all inside my head
[01:10.35]And I still wish that I was dead
[01:13.54]It don't make no difference, oh-oh yeah, I swear
[01:17.94]And you
[01:18.82]Sometimes you say things
[01:20.44]That you know was gonna just get to me
[01:21.91]And I'm craziest ***** that she know
[01:23.51]But she still support me mentally
[01:25.07]Cause at this point I'm so sure
[01:26.72]Any other girl would've left me
[01:28.33]And it's hard to do things right now
[01:29.92]Like I was born a lefty (ooh)
[01:33.50]You gotta check me out
[01:34.77]If I'm doing things wrong, you gotta check me now
[01:38.25]I can't free myself, you gotta let me out
[01:41.33]I can't free myself, you gotta let me out
[01:44.86]Bae just hold me down, bae just hold me down
[01:47.88]Just make me a promise, you always be around
[01:51.38]I don't wanna put that pressure on ya
[01:54.67]But I'm finna put that pressure on ya
[01:57.30]Yeah, yeah, yeah
[01:58.54]And this one to the fans man
[01:59.83]I promise I'll always be here
[02:01.53]And I know it seems like I'm far sometimes
[02:03.04]But I swear to God I'll always be near
[02:04.82]And I know it sounds cliche to say but without y'all I wouldn't be here
[02:07.97]And when I say I wouldn't be here, I mean physically, like mentally
[02:11.35]And I gotta learn how to really stop but the things out there get to me
[02:14.63]Be a better person, be a better mind for the people out there hearing me
[02:17.90]If anybody is out there right now and you're listening
[02:20.97]If you feel alone right now hit SoundCloud and just check on me
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[02:29.27]Cause I been hearing things inside my ******* head
[02:32.71]And I'm steady wishing I was ******* dead
[02:35.75]And a ***** still wishes I was-
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