[00:12.00]Feel like I'm 45 but I turned 20 tonight
[00:15.38]And I got a lot on my mind under the city lights
[00:18.38]They say take a hit of this, it'll give you life
[00:24.45]I see my best friends, white powder on the counter every weekend
[00:29.26]They're only sober for an hour
[00:31.83]And I'm just waiting for this **** to end
[00:37.28]Seek me, the Midwest to the west coast, west coast
[00:40.29]Tryin' to hold on to my old soul, I don't know, no
[00:43.95]No one really gives a damn
[00:46.35]Maybe this life ain't right for me
[00:50.11]Seek me, the Midwest to the west coast, west coast
[00:53.23]Tryin' to hold on to my old soul, I don't know, no
[00:56.78]No one really gives a damn
[00:59.49]Maybe this life ain't right for me
[01:09.20]Girls stuck at 25, throwing up to keep a dress size
[01:13.62]Big lips, fake tits, they get it right they say
[01:17.23]Take a hit of this, it'll give you life
[01:22.30]And all they see is dollar signs,
[01:24.18]that three-piece suit waiting for you to sign, on the dotted line
[01:28.73]They want to see you do well just never better than them
[01:33.87]Seek me, the Midwest to the west coast, west coast
[01:37.84]Tryin' to hold on to my old soul, I don't know, no
[01:41.30]No one really gives a damn
[01:43.12]Maybe this life ain't right for me
[01:47.25]Midwest to the west coast, west coast
[01:50.72]Tryin' to hold on to my old soul, I don't know, no
[01:54.29]No one really gives a damn
[01:56.85]Maybe this life ain't right for me, no no
[02:14.41]I've lost so much searching for myself
[02:20.07]Too many books, is god real?
[02:25.23]Just tell me you know
[02:27.53]I'm out of touch with how to feel
[02:34.02]What's right or wrong
[02:35.83]I can't say that I really know
[02:44.07]Cause I don't really know