Defeating decisions
Inflicting an absence in myself
Facing my fears 
Striving for years
Motivations for existence
Still remain unclear
Ten million reasons
For all the fallen legions
Ten million reasons
I've led myself astray
(x2)
Cast out
Force down
Shut off
The fight for self control
Hiding behind 
Your faceless design
Disconnect from this world
I'll feel okay in time