[00:00.000] 作曲 : Devonte Hynes
[00:01.000] 作词 : Devonte Hynes
[00:05.054]We received our bloody circles in the mail
[00:15.835]Only see what's really important when it's nailed
[00:26.976]As a teen, my Lord and savior was a male
[00:37.671]Tire trucks and six steel strings that keep me frail
[00:48.759]It's the worst I've ever felt when it hails
[00:59.276]Broken teeth and bloody nose but least it snowed
[01:10.124]Instantly tried, oh, I cried and cut a line
[01:21.016]And my eyebrow acted like the boys who tell
[01:32.009]And my teacher told me that this made her sad
[01:42.789]Had to act just like the others to get around
[01:53.494]Friday nights alone in heaven with my board
[02:02.989]
[02:04.061]Like, growing up I have always heard or like, I was always hyperaware of
[02:07.916]The things that the people around me who were charged with my care
[02:11.645]Or told me, like, be silent or be quiet
[02:14.631]Or be ashamed or hide
[02:16.718]Or perform a version of myself that wasn't really me
[02:20.211]And so, I think that through my life I've always been hyperconscious
[02:24.214]And aware of not going into spaces and seeking too much attention
[02:28.969]Um, because part of survival is, like, being able to just fit in
[02:34.187]To be seen as normal and to, like, quote-unquote belong
[02:37.001]But I think that so often in society in order to belong means
[02:41.979]that we have to, like, shrink parts of ourselves