[00:00.001]I tried it once before but I didn't get too far
[00:06.939]I felt a lot of pain but it didn't stop my heart
[00:13.802]And all I really wanted was someone to give a little ****
[00:20.578]But I waited there forever and nobody even looked up
[00:27.703]
[00:41.424]I tried it once before and I think I might've messed up
[00:48.230]I struggled with the veins and I guess I didn't bleed enough
[00:55.117]But maybe I'm alive 'cause I didn't really wanna die
[01:01.942]But nothing very special ever happens in my life
[01:06.095]
[01:08.920]Take the blade away from me
[01:11.914]I am a freak, I am afraid that
[01:15.543]All the blood escaping me
[01:18.857]Won't end the pain, and I'l be haunting
[01:22.399]All the lives that cared for me
[01:25.648]I died to be the white ghost
[01:28.423]Of the man that I was meant to be
[01:32.953]
[01:39.745]I tried it like before and this time I made a deep cut
[01:46.551]I thought about my friends and the way I didn't give enough
[01:53.375]And I should've told my mother "mom, I love you" like a good son
[02:00.168]But this life is overwhelming and I'm ready for the next one
[02:03.687]
[02:05.520]Take the blade away from me
[02:08.535]I am a freak, I am afraid that
[02:12.072]All the blood escaping me
[02:15.376]Won't end the pain, and I'l be haunting
[02:18.911]All the lives that cared for me
[02:22.216]I died to be the white ghost
[02:24.936]Of the man that I was meant to be, yeah
[02:32.912]
[03:03.796]I tried it once again and I think I might black out
[03:10.654]I should've left a letter but I had nothing to write about
[03:17.410]My blood is all around me, I get dizzy if I stand up
[03:24.186]The cutting part was easy but regretting it is so ****ed
[03:28.763]
[03:31.067]Take the blade away from me
[03:34.418]I am a freak, I am afraid that
[03:37.762]All the blood escaping me
[03:41.010]Won't end the pain, and I'l be haunting
[03:44.562]All the lives that cared for me
[03:47.962]I died to be the white ghost
[03:50.674]Of the man that I was meant to be
[03:55.275]I tried it once again and I think I went too far
[03:58.306](The man that I was meant to be)
[04:01.803]I cut a little deeper and the pressure stopped my heart
[04:05.164](The man that I was meant to be)
[04:08.674]I couldn't tell my mother that I love her, I'm a bad son
[04:12.218]This life is overwhelming and I'm ready for the next one
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