I try so hard to make it perfect but it doesn't work at all 
So i do it again and again 
What is the outcome, nothing, i'm still where i was before 
Don't give up, try it one more time 
Sure thing i fail, again and again 
Look at where i am, where am i? 
I need something new to do 
I want to get my mind off 
All this stress it's a fucking mess 
I'm caught in my own trap 
But i'm swimming upstream not moving 
Still stuck in the same spot 
I can't see where i'm going i don't know what i'm looking for 
I just want to get out 
I have five thousand darts and only one board 
And i miss it every single time 
I can't get anything right 
I build it up i think i'm done, and then i falls apart again 
And i'm tired, of working so hard, and accomplishing nothing 
I want to keep going, i want to keep trying 
I also want to quit but i don't quit 
I'll just start something else 
I'm going to try something new 
I'm going to tear this apart