[00:35.32]Why you holding a grudge
[00:36.86]While you holding a gun
[00:38.26]Why you smoking on somehthing and yal don't know what the **** it is
[00:41.18]I been focused for what
[00:42.37]Cuz the high hopes I'm running with
[00:44.55]You high hoping for something to pull you out of the struggling
[00:47.28]**** if that's your mentality
[00:48.46]Sadly that ain't reality
[00:50.13]So you battling with the fact that **** never gone change
[00:53.22]That's why these locals they ******* with what I'm doing in public
[00:56.00]Tryna kick it go suck a **** yal just hope for the fame
[00:59.22]And watch your tone when you talk
[01:00.86]I'm not the one to put up with all that phony big tough **** why you posing a front
[01:05.17]I'm slightly hopeful but **** am I bi polar or something
[01:08.00]With thoughts of loadin a gun while I'm crying holding it up
[01:11.43]I just wanna be myself
[01:13.54]In a world full of hate and I don't need no help
[01:16.75]You don't know me of well
[01:18.04]Keep thinking you do when you don't
[01:20.21]We probably got a lot in common but you wouldn't know
[01:23.48]More than just an organism
[01:25.51]In a foreign prison
[01:26.40]When this ****s in orbit spinning
[01:27.74]Thinking that I'm sorta gifted
[01:29.43]Gotta different sorta vision
[01:30.77]Light the torch and grip the sword and swing it
[01:32.76]Through the forest splitting anybody go to war against him
[01:36.00]Due to torture when the mental purgatory forming in em
[01:38.56]Which of course had then just led to writing and recording writtens
[01:41.59]**** conforming ***** your life is boring to me
[01:43.86]So I built my own ******* lane and you can't break outta the norm of ****
[02:11.82]Why
[02:16.19]Why they try to use me like I owe em something all your ******* lies
[02:27.51]And I don't wanna be here on my own but I can't trust a soul in sight
[02:39.11]And yall ain't never hear me when I spoke because it isn't what you like
[02:50.67]But **** it I could pack my stuff and leave my home in the middle of the night
[02:59.37]Why
[03:03.48]Why they try to use me like I owe em something all your ******* lies
[03:14.61]And I don't wanna be here on my own but I can't trust a soul in sight
[03:26.41]And yall ain't never hear me when I spoke because it isn't what you like
[03:39.21]But **** it I could pack my stuff and leave my home in the middle of the night