Why you holding a grudge
While you holding a gun
Why you smoking on somehthing and yal don't know what the **** it is
I been focused for what
Cuz the high hopes I'm running with
You high hoping for something to pull you out of the struggling
**** if that's your mentality
Sadly that ain't reality
So you battling with the fact that **** never gone change
That's why these locals they ******* with what I'm doing in public
Tryna kick it go suck a **** yal just hope for the fame
And watch your tone when you talk
I'm not the one to put up with all that phony big tough **** why you posing a front
I'm slightly hopeful but **** am I bi polar or something
With thoughts of loadin a gun while I'm crying holding it up
I just wanna be myself
In a world full of hate and I don't need no help
You don't know me of well
Keep thinking you do when you don't
We probably got a lot in common but you wouldn't know
More than just an organism
In a foreign prison
When this ****s in orbit spinning
Thinking that I'm sorta gifted
Gotta different sorta vision
Light the torch and grip the sword and swing it
Through the forest splitting anybody go to war against him
Due to torture when the mental purgatory forming in em
Which of course had then just led to writing and recording writtens
**** conforming ***** your life is boring to me
So I built my own ******* lane and you can't break outta the norm of ****
Why
Why they try to use me like I owe em something all your ******* lies
And I don't wanna be here on my own but I can't trust a soul in sight
And yall ain't never hear me when I spoke because it isn't what you like
But **** it I could pack my stuff and leave my home in the middle of the night
Why
Why they try to use me like I owe em something all your ******* lies
And I don't wanna be here on my own but I can't trust a soul in sight
And yall ain't never hear me when I spoke because it isn't what you like
But **** it I could pack my stuff and leave my home in the middle of the night