[Spoken] Lord, if you don’t help me 
I can’t get though this 
I can’t Lord, 
I’m too old for games 
Foolish wisdom 
And I’m tired of rhetoric 
Meaningless rhetoric 
It never changes things 
Lord, just help me 
Help me I was feeling 
GOD's pain! 
And I’ve never had anything 
That’s been any worse to 
GOD In my 50 years 
That wasn’t born in agony! 
Never, Never! 
Dead, empty, 
And I know that sermons won’t do it! 
I know that a new revelation won’t do it! 
Covenant won’t do it. 
I know now, 
Oh my God do 
I know it, 
Until I lie in 
Agony Until 
I have been anguished over it 
I'm preaching sermons, 
Oh God. I broke down! 
And I wept! 
And I mourned! 
Does it matter to you at all? 
I can’t handle this 
I can barely make it into this 
Little by little you’re losing it 
The lamb/love of 
GOD The lamb/love of 
Christ People 
I know, that were my friends 
And I’ve seen them go one by one 
Some of my closest friends! 
You changing 
You know what you were 
You’re changing 
Little by little something’s happening to you 
Would it bring you to your knees? 
That’s all the devil wants to go 
Get the fight out of you 
And kill it 
So you won’t labor in prayer anymore 
You won’t weep before 
GOD anymore 
Go To Hell! 
No weeping 
Not a word of prayer 
It’s all ruined! 
You’re laughing 
This isn’t life and death 
When the walls go down 
And ruin sets in 
Where's the tears? 
Where’s the mourning? 
Where’s the confessing? 
Love of Christ, 
Agony of G
OD's heart 
We have sinned.