Bitterness is filling me A cold dawning Shattered lives and broken dreams Withered like leaves Here I stand in my own shade Missed my mark it is too late Misery is filling me I'm giving up I cannot see Your gods own law you shall obey Mulfill your chores to him I prayed There's nothing left inside my chest Fallen from grace there's nothing left Fallen from grace Averting my eyes Downcast from the heavens Only fear and lies Suicidal seraphim No strength to live no fear to die Failing the dream My life runs before my eyes Cut down your wings Once soaring high above When shrieking winds sing My lifeessence fades Commiting the first deadly sin The first deadly sin As red blood flows I hear me scream Searing pain Manmade steel - angelic flesh Divine essence - diabolic crash My vision blurs I cannot see Is it real the pain I feel I cut my throat I cleanse my soul A servant who has failed his master Next station now the gallows pole Falling down towards desaster Drowning in hate I hate myself Hope fading away Towards a bitter halt