Ya I get sad, I get sad, I get sad You know I get so sad I get sad, I get sad, I get sad You know I get so sad I got briers round my neck They’ll never love me If I’m living check to check They think it’s funny If I say I’m up next They tryna hunt me If I slip they gon turn me in Ya it’s always something And I got sad I got way too sad think I miss my dad I'm alive but don’t know how long guess it’s best to laugh You grew cold but you gatta live life go way too fast On the road, find me in your town sleeping on a couch **** a job, told my momma that then she kicked me out Carry sins they be on my back guess they make my sound If I drink I dream way too much, let my demons out Had my head in the clouds tell me have I been away long? Waiting for their love and I know it hasn’t paid off Passed on a song now I passed on a label Circle like the moon cuz they’re waiting for the end I get sad, I got sad I get sad You know I get so sad I get sad, I got sad I get sad You know I get so sad I got briers round my neck They’ll never love me If I’m living check to check They think it’s funny If I say I’m up next They tryna hunt me If I slip they gon turn me in Ya it’s always something Pop a xan, ya I got too caught up in my feelings 50 grand, on my neck I guess I must be dreaming Want some friends but I’m only happy when they’re leaving Got an attitude and I ain’t ****** your vibe no more Not mad at you but I don’t need you in my life no more New avenues of revenue my money blue And all I do is lay around and talk to you My mommas name you knows it tatted to my chest And I feel ashamed I almost never try my best All my dreams had died, I said goodbye to something new The lonely nights, I learned to fight for what I do