Feelings that have expanded, subsided tremendously a long torture, which, without thinking about it gets to hit bottom ... believed to be able to start .... An evil creature has been created within me A creature that is eating me from inside ... I do not do peace, everything emerges painfully, endless every second ... Lifeless .. and thoughts tortured me day and night .. I can not understand, what to do ... what to think ... Cold hands can barely touch this ... Believing in a change .... that will never happen ... These horrible memories have changed my life .. these Unhealthy Memories .... Unhealthy Memories..... Unhealthy Memories.....