By the ruins on the hill, all painful days I kill Oh those thoughts within my head My mind welcomes the dead Rain - stings my cold face by any chance I embrace Failure - makes my value for life decrease I fight misfortune with hate Strength is so hard to regain This has to be fate I'll fall like an angel from heaven Pain - emerged with my birth, if I do anything right I get burned Storms - in my mind a hunger for death I fight misfortune with hate Strength is so hard to regain This has to be fate I'll fall I gather all misfortunes and conclude the path of life Future is lost and so is my hope The only way out is to die [Solo : Â…kesson] By the ruins on the hill, all painful days I kill Oh those thoughts within my head My mind welcomes the dead Oh God, where is my haven?!? I step out on the edge, watching the abyss below Preparing with a deep breath, as into the dark I flow I fought misfortune with hate It was so hard to regain This was my fate I am falling! By the ruins on the hill, all painful days I kill Oh those thoughts within my head Death welcomes me dead Hell is my haven!!!