I've lost the train of my life Due observation of others grief And by the time my environment ruins I will feel nothing but impotence A sigh condenses my laments Falling down to Earth through dirty rain Sliced into thousand of new drops And spreading my hopes with'em all All my remembrance Reflected as in a kaleidoscope Over the vast sphericity Of its shaved surface Fake illusion Detached exile All my life has been so empty Now that I know my time has gone No more liquid flows inside me All was dried with the heat of my wrath Rot my entrails and scorched my sighs Until the hole of wasted years was full A breath of sick air escapes from me Exhaled by a deep black lounge Envenoms mankind with its sadness A mental poison that cannot be cured I've spent dead hours Admiring the pass of time Through an opaque raindrop Across my window glasses Fake illusion Detached exile All my life has been so empty Now that I know my time has gone And as I watch its march Seconds don't stop at amy steps Life slips by the hands Of seasons I've mislayed.