[00:20.531]Life is too much… [00:28.360]On occasion [00:32.431]I take [00:35.196]I take the razorblade [00:44.185]To my wrists… [00:59.362]To my throat… [01:08.420]Blood shows me I’m alive… [01:15.957]Alive too long [01:19.417]I must die… [01:23.203]I must die today [01:31.796]Tonight I will be gone… [01:39.670]Alone and dead [01:42.371]In my pain… [01:48.067]Suffering… [01:51.143]Suffering as a soul in hell [02:00.035]Torment shoots through my soul [02:08.246]My dead soul… [02:28.513]I will never find peace [02:36.839]And in my eternal suffering [02:46.262]I am finally happy… [02:55.384]Finally happy [03:08.430]For I am dead now