Far away from this time 
in hide's a place for me 
where lie the fractured fancies...we held dear 
I haven't got the strength for fighting anymore 
I've begun accepting, used to being low 
can't remember how it used to go 
suppose I knew laughter 
must've been good in my thoughts 
And now your creeping in my mind, making me tell lies 
like I love you and it's all gonna be just fine 
gotta break it now I hate you and I just don't care 
Why should I beg for forgiveness... 
It came to me quite slowly 
I didn't want to see 
my heart was just a blacken playground 
could this mean there is no 
points of sanity 
Give my heart and the rest of my soul 
if you leave, I lost myself in loving you