Small lights in the dark Far away passing me by Streams in a black painting The reflection of my tired face In the window of this train It's strange but the world still turns And I am still right here Will it ever stop? Will I be on the top? They all wanna know But everything means nothing And I don't really care I'm not afraid of pain anymore It's the days I don't feel a thing I fear A muse to my sadness It's always there like a cool embrace At least it makes me feel alive And it makes me feel safe I know how to handle it It's my indifference that scares me to death Will it ever stop? Will I be on the top? They all wanna know But everything means nothing And I don't really care anymore Do you wanna know About my goal? It's to breathe right now Fine with that? It's not for the moment It's not for the now And everything means nothing Everything means nothing (Will it ever stop?) Everything means nothing (Will I be on the top?) (They all wanna know) (But everything means nothing) Everything means nothing (And I don't really care) I don't really care anymore I don't care anymore (Will it ever stop?) I don't care anymore (Will I be on the top?) (They all wanna know) (But everything means nothing) (And I don't really care) And I don't care anymore Everything means nothing And I don't really care anymore