I lose it all I watch it go The memory Of how it feels I can hear it now It’s so beautiful It’s hard This ___ (?) Inside of me I stumble Stumble down From what was mine I choke I drown With all fading out The hills beneath Can’t fear them now I watch it go But it’s out of reach Is what we did When all is told What we do When all is told Cause I can hear And I have caused I can feel What's been lost It turned so dark On the way down No I can’t do that Can’t do that