[00:07.620]Jonylah Forever [00:20.620]How bout them bullets ain't slow you up [00:22.253]You ain't really die, we watched you grow up [00:25.477]At 12 months you took your first steps [00:27.244]Awkwardly across the kitchen floor to your best [00:29.827]Your first breaths that we can call words [00:32.494]In your father's lap on November 23rd [00:35.221]They were "live for me", and he did for you [00:37.729]Flipped to Neutron and stayed inside the crib for you [00:40.748]And this commitment from your father [00:42.189]Imparted a deep sense of value you forever harbor [00:44.589]And we were all so proud as we seen you getting smarter [00:47.191]And bond grow deeper between a mother and a daughter [00:50.853]But you were not a martyr [00:52.823] [01:10.165]At six, you started reading whole books [01:12.508]At seven, you knew how a brain looked [01:14.453]And could roughly describe, all the different regions [01:16.894]Could tell when we was sick and even knew the reason [01:19.236]The world wasn't at peace, gunfire every weekend [01:21.654]But you were hardly there, cause you was always leaving [01:24.713]Field museum planetarium aquarium [01:26.558]You saw something special in that tank you were starin' in [01:29.587]And those moments as a little girl [01:32.316]You realized it was a bigger world [01:34.420]Bigger than the South Side, bigger than Chicago [01:36.693]You were bigger still wanted rims on your car, though [01:39.100]And big ass woofers in your car door [01:41.342]So you could wang like your daddy at the park eating sharks [01:44.477]Went to King where you were teased for being smart [01:47.012]Where you bumped into Hadiya teaching art [01:49.405]You live forever [01:52.020] [02:29.230]At sixteen is when you got your scholarship [02:31.590]At twenty-two is when you got your doctorate [02:34.021]Even now it's kind of hard to believe [02:35.858]But your father taught you work hard, and achieve [02:38.842]And you complied, accepted by every medical school you applied [02:42.277]But the coolest thing is when they offered you that high paying slot [02:45.266]You replied: "they need me in the hood" and that's where you reside [02:48.491]Free clinic, nobody denied [02:50.888]And that's where you heard the shots and quickly ran outside [02:53.134]And saw a man and a van and a bleeding baby in his hands [02:55.940]Fading fast, but you knew she could survive [02:58.626]Did everything you could to keep this girl alive [03:01.011]Stabilized until the ambulance arrived [03:03.611]And in that moment, where you gave your help [03:05.744]I bet you didn't know that you saved yourself [03:08.788]