The undeniably straght acher is dead.
Sadly masculine his naked body lies beside me.
Streched out on the pale sheets of my otherwise deserted bed
I do not know how he got here.
I do not know how he got here.
I am not even sure, if i am hiding him.
Trophy or lost property.
Did i drag him to this place.Slave to some dark desire.
Or have i merely found him here,
In child like innocent and curiosity?
I do not know how he got here.*3
I do not know...*2
Assuming blackness,
His left nipple is now facing me.
The same old symbol for relity.
Further than ever away fom attraction,
Except ,of course,for crawing things.
But we are crawing on the same floor.
You will not tease me,never more!!
His head now points towards the window in the west,
His feet towards the door,
His limbs in slight discover, after my vain attempt to move over.
To a slighty different position.
I fear that the disturbance of his rest,
has  caused some liquid"correspondence"
To escape his quiet, oh so human shell.
What secrets do you hide in there?!*2
Leaning my face against the lest side of his flesh.
I place my right hand gently now upon his belly.
Hoping not to wake the horrors of that...half-forgotten sense...
I can't believe that i do actually consider this again:
I must refuse to share my bed now, with a carcass of a man!
No vicious jokes to break the fragile little heart.
This is the deeper secret of the worlds we are apart...
Is this perhaps some kind of test?
Shall i have vengnce on your flesh?
Now that you are dead,
And i suppose to inflict that sentence on your corpes?
To pay you back the laughter,
Never really flooded from your mouth.
Would your thin lips have ever released,
Such agony and shame on me?
Scared to Death by and of my owm request.
Maybe like this is really for the best.
I'll seal yor carcass with a kiss...
And let you... DISAPPEAR!