[00:00.00] 作曲 : DJ Ashba, Sixx
[00:11.99]December 25th, 1986 - Van Nuys.
[00:17.36]Merry Christmas.
[00:19.28]That's what people say at Christmas, right?
[00:21.74]Except normally they have someone to say it to.
[00:24.48]They have friends and family,
[00:26.51]And they haven't been crouched naked under a Christmas tree
[00:29.30]with a needle in their arm like an insane person in a mansion in Van Nuys.
[00:33.94]They're not out of their minds, they're not writing in a diary,
[00:38.04]And they're definitely not watching their holiday spirit coagulate in a spoon.
[00:42.73]I didn't speak to a single person today.
[00:45.41]I figured why should I ruin their fucking Christmas.
[00:48.89]I've started a new diary and this time I have a few new reasons.
[00:53.27]One, I have no friends left.
[00:55.50]Two, so I can read back and remember what I did the day before.
[00:59.08]And three, so if I die, at least I leave a nice little suicide note of my life.
[01:03.72]It's just me and you, diary. Welcome to my fucking life.
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[01:49.20]Nobody would believe the shit that happens in my head, it's haunted.
[01:54.02]Now that I've come down from the drugs
[01:55.75]it seems like a sick play that I saw in a theater somewhere.
[01:59.71]Thirty minutes ago, I could've killed someone.
[02:02.45]Or better yet, myself.
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