作曲 : Stroke 9
So I woke up this mornin with this weird feeling 
And it was kind of like 
I was not really myself anymore 
So I ran to the mirror and it was still me 
That same cynical, doubtful, unshaven, dirty look 
Unshaven, dirty... 
Look, I don't know what's wrong with me 
I've been trying to figure it out for some time now 
Talkin to people about it 
It's kind of hard to explain 
It's kind of like a lack of excitement about anything... hmmm... 
Maybe I need to address these issues with someone who is a professional 
Maybe I need to say that 
I wish you would leave me alone this is personal 
The other night 
I just think 
I was pissed when you told me you thought 
I had lost control 
Maybe I need to address these issues with someone who is a professional 
I don't know, maybe it's just a phase or something 
I'm just going to get through or get over 
Maybe I'm just jaded for the time being 
You know, just desensitized from growing up in a time when 
I was barraged with action movies and video games 
Overblown media--hype, scandals and exposes 
It's almost like my eyes are the lenses of a camera 
And I'm watching everything happen around me 
I've grown so accustomed to lookin at things from afar 
In this weird kind of detached third person sort of way 
That I find myself waitin for things to happen to me in my lie 
And then all of a sudden 
I've come to this incredible understanding 
That my life is happening as all this is occurring 
As I'm waiting my life is happening this is my life and it's a little bit upsetting