[00:10.88]Yeah
[00:16.73]Look
[00:18.01]Check
[00:18.98]Yo lately I been dealing with some fake friends
[00:21.22]It's something that I can't stand
[00:22.47]Talk behind my back
[00:23.51]But when they see me
[00:24.30]Wanna shake hands
[00:25.12]The other days my boys hit me up
[00:26.72]Like let's make plans
[00:27.73]I met with them they set me up
[00:29.03]They beat me up till my face jam
[00:30.48]Time ticking I don't know how long I have to live
[00:33.15]I'm struggling I'm staying at my auntie crib
[00:35.92]I keep my head high even when I'm feeling low
[00:38.51]I'm still broke its hard to get some sleep
[00:40.20]When you want to flow
[00:41.32]I dont want your pitty
[00:42.61]I dont want your dollar bills
[00:43.83]I want yall to feel the same pain my Momma feel
[00:46.68]Working late 9 to 8 coming home kinda late
[00:49.12]Sometime she don't eat making sure me and my sister straight
[00:51.81]My girl left me but I understand she needed time
[00:54.44]Thats when I found out she had somebody on the side
[00:57.19]And now I wonder why everyday she told me lies
[00:59.89]Funny how our demon look so beautiful when in disguise
[01:02.63]Still shedding tears every day I deal with hurt
[01:05.33]Tried committing sucide that ain't even work
[01:08.03]Put the gun to my brain
[01:09.28]Since everybody hate me
[01:10.47]Click, Click, Pow
[01:11.68]I forgot the gun was on safety
[01:13.45]Other night I had a conversation with the devil
[01:15.96]He came in my dream showing off his gold bezels
[01:18.64]He told me if I followed him I have a big home
[01:21.10]I sized him up and stumped him back to hell
[01:23.07]With my timbs on
[01:23.95]Why you reaching out your hand
[01:25.62]When you let me down?
[01:26.58]Im still coughin up water
[01:28.06]From when you let me drown
[01:29.34]I thank god cause he let me see the real in him
[01:31.94]Funny how my dreams and nightmares
[01:33.47]Have the same people
[01:34.61]In em
[01:35.44]Aye
[01:36.75]Tell me how you feeling my *****
[01:38.07]Yo i'm feeling good my *****
[01:41.23]I just feel misunderstood my *****
[01:43.71]Aye
[01:44.74]Tell me how you feeling my *****
[01:46.66]Yo i'm feeling good my *****
[01:49.38]I just feel misunderstood my *****
[01:52.00]Ya I feel misunderstood my *****
[01:54.69]Don't you know
[01:55.66]There's a hell in hello
[01:56.76]And a good in goodbye
[01:58.11]There's a lie in believe
[01:59.53]If in the word life
[02:00.90]I don't know if I can love again
[02:02.53]Lately I've been suffering
[02:03.81]But you know you can't heal wounds
[02:05.52]If you keep touching them
[02:06.67]Many people have no voice
[02:07.88]Dont even make a sound
[02:09.19]But we all have a chapter that we never read out loud
[02:11.98]I have a voice
[02:12.97]I made a choice
[02:13.58]And now I can't be grounded
[02:14.78]Rapist, Racist, the hatred
[02:16.22]I had to stay around it
[02:17.38]At least a hunnit views everytime I spit my pain
[02:19.88]Pump get a million every time he yell gucci gang
[02:22.59]But I respect that
[02:23.75]Stay on ya grind
[02:24.82]I love supporting peoples dreams
[02:26.22]I like seeing them shine
[02:27.40]Cause i'm only 15
[02:28.77]I ain't even got a dime
[02:30.22]But i'm straight
[02:31.07]Cause I know I have a million dollar mind
[02:32.90]People steady asking you why you in
[02:34.50]Your feelings all the time?
[02:35.61]Cause my pain bring me closer
[02:36.90]And I need it just to grind
[02:38.30]Friends on that angel dust
[02:39.83]Dad moved away from us
[02:41.15]Maybe I would be a better man if he stayed with us
[02:43.94]I dont make this music
[02:45.06]For the women or the fame
[02:46.18]I make it cause it help with my pain
[02:48.22]Aye
[02:48.85]Tell me how you feeling my *****
[02:50.22]Yo i'm feeling good my *****
[02:53.42]I just feel misunderstood my *****
[02:56.01]Ya I feel misunderstood my *****
[02:58.85]Aye
[02:59.47]Tell me how you feeling my *****
[03:01.64]Yo i'm feeling good my *****
[03:04.18]I just feel misunderstood my *****
[03:06.71]Ya I feel misunderstood my ***** (goat)