Oh dearly departed,it is true I don't know how to live without you And I tried to fake it,but my hands they are shaking And I feel like I'm outta stuff to lose I been doin right,I been doin wrong I been livin life,I put it in a song I tried to drown it out,the noises and the sounds The voices in my head,they're getting real loud My head is getting light,the day is feeling long Can we speed this up,it's such a sad song I tried to give it up,but it just felt wrong I don't know how to cope now that you are gone gone People say that I'm addicted to low life But they don't know my life They don't know my life People always been calling me a loser But they don't know what I lost They don't know what I lost Oh clearly departed,it is true I've fallen to the fear without you And I tried to fake it,but my heart it is breakin And I know that I'm outta stuff to lose I been doin right,I been doin wrong Make a little light,I put it in a bong I tried to drown it out,with vodka all around With liquor in my hand,I'm feeling warmer now My head is getting light,my hands are getting cold Did we speed this up,cuz I am startin to feel old I tried to give it up,but I lost control I don't know how to cope now that you are gone gone People say that I'm addicted to low life But they don't know my life They don't know my life People always been calling me a loser But they don't know what I lost They don't know what I lost