Am I a good person?
Or is that something
I'm telling myself to sleep at night
Please say I'm worth it
Cause theses demons are not letting go of my crippled mind
Just sittin' back thinkin' while up
Hennessy is drinking, done a whole lot of livin'
I done seen many schemes
chased plenty dreams
I had done a whole lot of sinnin'
It really make me wonder
how I don't go under
Tryna stay alive and survive through this thunder storm
But what did I do, what did I do wrong?
Am I a bad man
Cause I tried to get the things I never had, man
Was dealt the bad hand
But I maintain my life and changed my life
Even with these cards, I play the game right
Could you please shine one of your blessings down on me?
My life is a mess, many levels of stress and I really could use one now
Am I a good person?
Or is that something
I'm telling myself to sleep at night
Please say I'm worth it
Cause theses demons are not letting go of my crippled mind
I was raised in the wrong way
Kidnapped, lost in the hallway
Po-Po looking for me, have my picture on the wall
They make me think it's all about struggling
never nothing but the vision of a tall grave
All day let their brain saute
I can sit in the pit but the ****** called me
let me get with the clique that'll flaunt me
Now they gone and I got the demon on me
Can't relax, just a passion of this can resign with my girl
My ****** are gonna dip
It's back to the whip, and that'll be the **** that make a ************ call a mother- (Mmmm)
Gotta be what I been through
But I wonder why, I probably want it to the end too
So I talk to myself, I'm learning
Am I a good person or tend to
Am I a good person?
Or is that something I'm telling myself to sleep at night
Please say I'm worth it
Cause theses demons are not letting go of my crippled mind
See myself in the mirror
But it didn't get clear
Am I still me?
Am I still here?
(X2)
I'm not so there, yeah ain't goin' anywhere
I don't really care
(X4)
Am I a good person?
Or is that something I'm telling myself to sleep at night
Please say I'm worth it
Cause theses demons are not letting go of my crippled mind