Lost in an ocean Getting? harder tryna stay above the water Feeling? all these emotions I've been holding on to moments for the moment I’m exhausted Pretty penny for your thoughts it'll cost me I? was looking for myself when I lost you I? was looking for myself when I lost you When I lost you yeah Surrounded? by these feelings I drown them in my heart I must fight off these demons Or they'll tear me apart Can? you keep all my secrets I hide them in the dark I don’t know where I'm going I've been here from the start And I am not as confident as I seem It's just better when I'm saying that I'm living my dream And everything could fall apart at the end of the seams But my life don't really matter like it should to me Yeah See I'm reaching up reaching up Tryna keep my head above the surface But instead it’s like my demons really keeping up keeping Tryna find a way out In the meantime baby I’ll be puffin Indica Indica I might wave goodbye as I sit an watch my life go by like a cinema cinema A cinema cinema But that's why I’m into you I wanna pick up the potion I wanna get out this ocean I wanna put away all my concerns and emotions By the way it was really nice to know ya And I wish I could stay one time but I don't see us getting any closer Maybe someday I'll say goodbye to the waves with a final hallelujah And I am not as confident as I seem It's just better when I’m saying that I'm living my dream And everything could fall apart at the end of the seams But my life don't really matter like it should to me