"Through blood and thorns I wandered, Freezing, aching, bound for a ruined cathedral below. All is dead, look! Only rust, and debris, And shells of stone remain, drowning in ashes, a S if we had never been. Everyone I had ever known. Everyone I'd ever meet. Everyone I ever loved. Gone with the centuries, lost under a sea of ashes." Only now when every chance To belong Is bitterly gone I feel I do For the very first time I understand The gift we had Now forever gone All I ever knew lie dead And their epitaphs the ashes guard Must I live to mourn the world Or find reunion once the ashes part For I am chosen To speak At the open grave Of each and everyone How can I mourn For every man? May I soon Lie with them [Qorban:] "How can I go on, when all I have is a grave? When one place is as good as another, To lie down and belatedly join where I belong. Let it end here, with me." This unearthly knell A deadly gale, or A grace of life?