I'm chasing something gold Getting really cold **** it let it go My dreams have turned to mold Getting really old **** it let em go I want release And happy dreams, and happy things, oh I wanna see A remedy, for jealousy, oh I’m chasing revelry Independency **** it let it be I'm chasing entropy In a melody **** it let it be I want release And happy dreams, and happy things, oh I wanna see A remedy, for jealousy, oh I just wanna die under the lights I just wanna die under the lights Lies guiding the way, holding the weight of my big dreams Pride got in the way, and it might be too late So I numb the pain And I shut away Just need another day Something's gotta break I just wanna die under the lights I just wanna die under the lights