[00:50.190]Call me when you find it
[00:52.390]Dont know why I deny it
[00:54.390]And sometimes when i have it
[00:56.520]I'm so scared I try to hide it
[00:58.230]You can see it when I'm lyin
[01:00.120]You tell me I'm not trying
[01:02.390]But its not until I break
[01:04.290]You understand why I can't write it
[01:06.690]I just fall down to my knees
[01:08.390]Begging please pain just leave me be
[01:11.190]Please take this life thats filled with rejection away from me
[01:15.290]Promise I won't miss it
[01:17.590]But da** it I can't quit it
[01:19.090]Nowadays I am only working
[01:21.130]So one day my momma isnt
[01:23.290]I'm sorry for all the tears
[01:25.390]I'm sorry for all the lies
[01:27.250]I'm sorry I say im quitting
[01:29.890]I'm failed on so many tries
[01:31.190]I'm tired I just wish that I could sleep
[01:34.890]Find me where the love and the hatred can come to meet
[01:38.890]I'll never forget when I made some songs
[01:42.890]and these people they sing along and my third one got a milli
[01:46.890]So where did I go so wrong
[01:48.790]and I swear this ain't the end of it swear this just the start but im fighting with my head and my weapon is my heart yea
[02:30.790]I used to dream of being famous having stacks of bread
[02:34.890]I used to think that all this pain was only in my head
[02:39.790]I used to think that things would change but now I see instead
[02:43.790]I was wrong for thinking that this music wouldn't want me dead
[02:47.790]I was on my own I sold my soul I went to hell and back
[02:51.390]Once he saw what I can do the devil tried to sell it back
[02:55.390]Lost myself in dr** i dont how to start to find the track
[02:59.390]Found the light I love the dark nobody ever tells you that
[03:04.390]I ain't understood im just overlooked
[03:07.390]I'm just tryna catch a flight on a plane thats overbooked
[03:12.390]I'm just lost, can't be found, pieces of me on the ground
[03:16.390]Piece of me with every sound, cause this **** it tears me down
[03:20.390]Fall to shreds, glue me up, fall again and walk away
[03:24.390]All my friends, knew me young, but these friends they never stay
[03:28.390]It's alright, it's okay, all that matters now is plays
[03:33.390]Ain't it crazy how my life it just became another game